第一百七十三章(2/4)

作品:《妖精,哪里跑

浅,他就有些受不了,他很自私,想要霸占住林乖乖的一切,哪怕他真的从这个世界消失不见,他也只想要林乖乖为他守下去。

“夏垚,上次,你离开的时候,也下着雨,你悄无声息的从我的世界消失不见,我找遍了所有的地方,都找不见,这一次,虽然你没有不告而别,我却比上一次更难受,你知道为什么吗,因为你此刻给我的感觉是破釜沉舟、放手一搏,你已经做了最坏的打算,而你的打算里,大概我和夏念只能排到最后,夏垚,你知道吗,没有人喜欢被人安排着生活的,你怎么就这么确定,我会一直等下去呢,人说吃一堑长一智,而我给你的感觉是不是,就和傻子一样,一个永远都不会反抗的傻子。”

林乖乖想,这个男人果然是自私的,他聪明的利用着自己的爱来帮助她,利用她的情纠缠住她,他做出一副不畏前路的样子,说着漂亮的话,不过就是因为深知他们相爱,他的信任和请求,不过是因为,他足够了解她。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````

可是林乖乖却受够了这样被牵着鼻子走的生活,她爱他,从未停止过,可是她却想要让他知道,她的爱,不是证明他的聪明才智的战利品,不是他证明人生成败的证据,她的爱是责任也是负担,她的爱要有处安放,不能被糟蹋。

“乖乖,你别这样,我看着心疼,你这样,让我怎么能安心的走。”

夏垚显然被这样的林乖乖吓到了,他从没有看见过这样尖刻的林乖乖,即使他知道她只是想要刺激他,要他活下去。

“我为什么要委屈自己,要你安心的离开,你就是应该记住此刻属于我的哀伤,你要时时刻刻记得,有一个女人被你伤的体无完肤,我就是要提醒你,你对我和孩子,还有不可推卸的责任,夏垚,别以为自己是个完人,连死亡都可以直面面对,连后事都安排的妥妥当当,可是在我看来,那只能证明你的懦弱,彻头彻尾的胆小鬼。”

林乖乖的确有些控制不住自己的情绪,她需要一个发泄的出口,而夏垚当然是最好的对象,一切由他而起,当然该是由他承担,而林乖乖还有私心,她常想,是不是她真的太省事了,他才会一次又一次肆无忌惮的丢下她,是不是她的爱低微又可怜,他才如此忽略,是不是她该烦他吵他,他才会深刻的记住她。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````

“乖乖,不是的,我······”

夏垚要解释的,他要表达自己的爱,表达自己的深情,可林乖乖却并没给他这个机会。

“夏垚,你走吧,做你该做的去吧,我就在这里,等到我觉得累的时候,希望你的运气够好,在我没有失望的时候回来。”

林乖乖背过身,给夏垚机会离开,她望向窗外,雨越下越大,和那一年一样,她的男人,又要离开她了。

“乖乖,别放弃我,我会努力早些回来,我不会放弃,我不是懦夫,我会活着,无论怎样都会活着回来见你,你要等我,你只有我,也只能有我,答应我。”

夏垚知道自己已经耽搁了太久,已经很不孝,他没有时间再卿卿我我,没有时间再你侬我侬,即使他很不情愿,可也到了他离开的时候。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````

林乖乖听着关门的声音,很久才缓过神,夏垚离开了,真的离开了,此刻她还没有开始想念,却有点后悔,不该让他空着肚子离开的。

“妈妈,你别哭,你还有我,我不会离开,我会一直陪着你的。”

直到夏念的小手攀上林乖乖的脸颊,她才知道,自己又哭了,满面的泪水,一开口就流进了口中,微微的咸味,淡淡的苦味。

“妈妈的乖宝,你
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